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I know, I know, it has been over a month. But what am I supposed to blog about when nothing interesting is going on? Well maybe I'll pull a few strings and just tell you the boring. Lane and I went rock climbing last week and it was a blast. We found out that there is a wall like 5 minutes from our house! How cool is that?! .......And I'm dreading this, but I need to find a doctor to figure out whats wrong with me. I've heard from 2 people just today that I have been looking really pasty lately, I have dizzy spells where I can't see anything and have fainted a few times, I've had numerous anxiety attacks can not remember things (like what someone said 2 seconds ago) as well as can't concentrate.....anyways the list keeps getting bigger the longer I leave it. But I don't like doctors and last week when I had a blood test done, I fainted and was out for a good 10 minutes. I really have not been feeling good and I hope it is not going to be anything too serious but I am worried and it's all I can think about. I even tried to brainstorm christmas present ideas but am just drawn back to all this.......ahh well it wasn't pretty or happy but that's the update on my absense this past month
-J